Christmas & New year is just round the corner.. A year passed so fast.. Will be welcoming 2011 in 2 wks time.. First half of the year was spent on hospital attachment and some travelling for Apple project.. Next half of the yr was spent on working full-time at Raffles Hospital as a nurse.. Didnt really wanted to start on this career but decided to just work for a few yrs before i move on to something else.. Most memorable of this yr i guess would be all the trips that i went.. A free trip to China & Australia for a total of 3 luxurious weeks.. & not forgetting the small getaway..

6 mths in Raffles Hospital already.. Though i really like the doctor that i'm assisting.. but the environment is not suitable for long term.. Too much paper work.. if i'm working admin of cos i wont mind the paperwork but in nursing, the paperwork are just as much as working in a office.. I need to move on to a higher qualification & a higher salary..

It has been a 15 months relationship with Ba.. The joy & laughter.. The unhappiness & quarrelling.. the diff opinions.. All we managed to stay strong to be together for this 15 mths.. Just sometimes i get pissed when it was supposed to be a happy day out but turned out so sian..

I really cant stand people working at such a slow pace.. all the others are so busy handling patients and u are sitting there, blocking the way & not initiating to help out.. Doing something at the wrong time.. U are a lecturer & an experienced nurse, dun tell me you learned nth out of these yrs of practising?? No initiative.. walking at 20km/h where the rest is gg 70km/h.. not possibly that your body weight is slowing you down right..

Year 2011.. will be a more challenging year ahead i hope? I need to get on with some activities to make my life more colourful.. More short getaway trips, more skills.. to return to something i enjoy..

My mind is still in working status now... Wondering if everything gonna be ok for tmr.. My doc is on leave til next week so i'm assisting 1 doc at the moment & there is only 1 doc left in e clinic... The rest have either gone on reservist trg or conference leave or annual leave.. But assisting this doc isnt easy.. He's rather strict... not say unfriendly but i'm scared to approach him if there is anything i dunno.. Just not used to it unlike Dr Siow.. He has so many ops a day.. so many patients a day.. need to rmb his style of doing things.. need to rmb his schedule... I got 1 thousand & 1 things to do...

I've gt 25 days of annual leave next year... planning a few places... Hopefully Chris will call me again for free trips nxt year.. haha... I bet next yr they will not.. cost is seriously damn high... But i heard 1 of the planned trips may be to korea or japan... I want to go!!! Pray hard..

Life have been all about work & back home... Have not been exercising for damn long... once or never in a week... bowel movement not like how it was... Only colleagues... No friends outing nowadays.. either bf or sister.. I wanna more shopping!!!!

I feel so tired.. I'm running so many doc's clinic.. So many request.. "Help me to arrange for the op at 4.30" ok... Do as patient says and doc request..  & this stupid marketing person patient is a VIP, mus get it done now..  Theatre reply only available at 3pm. Then have to call e marketing person to inform.." Cannot cannot, patient got to see 2 more doctors later" What the hell... Then why have to rush to do the op today if its not that urgent..

If life goes on like this, i will have high blood pressure and may be mentally affected.. Who don't wanna go hm on time.. Perhaps i dun have a family or kids yet i dunno how the working mothers behave... But its rather ridiculous for me to handle so many things at 1 go.. Its not like we can settle every patient is 30secs.. i'm alr walking like i'm running.. its so tiring... The same thing will happen everytime when a staff goes on leave... its so taxing...

Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims esp Ba!!

S-t-r-e-s-s-e-d!!! This is the word that i'm experiencing today... I dun understand why a girl who barely works 2 mths can cover so much thing when a staff is not around and a staff who works 6 yrs dunno how to do it... I'm like doing all the payments, helping doctor to do the changes... attending to all sorts of nonsense... i'm dead tired.. if this goes on for consecutive days... I believe i will have hypertension and psychiatric problem.. I will have to suffer more on hari raya cos the cashier gg on leave for so many days... Argh.... H-E-L-P!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A trip down to geylang serai for the bazaar... Found my pancake there... Nice food.. crowded and super hot place.. ice cream trick... chicken wings moments... Crazy day with him.. and i saw someone who look so alike to Rosh..

I need to munch on something to relieve the stress now :(