Well, I jus hope tmr will be a better day..

When u do well, nobody comment... But when u did something wrong, all the fault lies in you.. How unfair is this world..

I dun have e mood to go for attachment tmr.. I jus feel like staying home & rest.. i can expect myself to get another round of scolding this week.. I've got e feeling that i'm breaking down anytime..

25 Feb will be my last day in e ward.. 26 will b the final debrief for the last time as a nursing student.. I think my decision is made..

They were the ones who watched me grow up these years.. But when something happen, i can see the response.. Mayb its time..

I'm not feeling very good... I need that someone to talk to me..

Didnt have any time to update this blog.. Stagnant for some time.. its time to update something..

I'm done with the 2 cycles of night shift.. So i'm now left with am & pm shift.. New work roster out, but it didnt seems to be a good 1.. after working noon shift den next day will be morning.. and this will go on for the next 2 wks til Chinese New year.. What a tiring attachment..

i have like 1 more mth to pass out.. and yet i'm stil thinking where to work.. Out of nursing or stay on.. hmm... work is nv easy.. I wun be able to dance every wk although the ward sister was telling me she will request for me.. well, den might as well request for higher pay as well right.. i need some light to guide me through man.. Its good & bad working in ward la... the wad clerk is 1 big barrier.. slap her can!!! argh!!

Seems abit no life recently.. no contacts with the sistas.. no more hanging out with the trackers as often... No more able to exercise 3 times a wk.. Day in day out is jus after work, go home & rest.. energy left no more for anything..

I'm meeting Rosh later to do some shopping... need to get some new clothes for new yr.. Need to wait for Rosh to get back hm den i wil go and bath.. I'm rather tired to move alr but for shopping sake, i shall make this shopping a satisfactory 1..

Many plans for overseas this yr.. KL, HK & BKK.. But if i were to start work den i wun b able to take leave so fast to go overseas shopping.. My sis better sponsor my air ticket!!!!

Attachmenst getting on fine.. its the 5th week, which means i have another 7 more wks to go b4 i can say bye to this student nurse uniform.. Well, it's good & bad to have time past so fast.. Til tis moment, i stil dunno if i wanna cont working in the ward... but somehow, i feel that its ok to work here jus that the working hrs & pay sucks.. Many things to think of.. jus that i keep putting if off my mind.. I alr have no time for frens, so if i stay on, means i wil lost 90% of frens contact..I have no time to play.. its all abt work.. Sometimes i wonder how i get to pass my time this way..

Its has been some time since i last train with the trackers.. Since it was my day off, i went back to have gym with rui..  Good day spent thou i didnt had coach workout..

I having my nights again next tues & wed.. Diff preceptor to take me for the nights.. Hope this time round i could slp for a lil while & pray hard everything will be smooth.. A timid gal who scared of 'something' hopes nth happens..

Its time to bath & get some slp alr.. 2 more noon shift to go.. now everyday is working day.. Hope cny is free for me.. Good nights ppl!!

I'm working night shift tonight for 2 nights.. First time doing night.. & now i'm rather tired thou i jus woke up like half an hr ago after a nap.. Perhaps is my specs that make my eyes heavy & tired..

Welcoming a new year in 4 days time.. My sis was asking me whats my new yr resolutions a few days ago.. & i replied her slim down lo.. she replied me that was 1 of her resolutions too and same for my mum.. Who doesnt wan to get slimmer? i guess at least 50% wan that for new yr resolution..

Alvin & chipmunks with the tracker on xmas.. dinner before the movie and we went Manhatten Fish.. I didnt expect to see Senifer there..

How i wish i could have that strawberry shortcake again..

Its time to go get prepare for work.. Wish me luck ppl! & no admissions pls..

I didnt mean to compare.. but it somehow was the fact.. At least u respect my presence..

Lazy week ahead

Saying bye to 2009 in another 2 wks..

I have no mood to celebrate anything.. Xmas, grandma's bdae or new year.. My schedule jus sucks.. Sunday dun seems like a sunday.. Fancy spending my day in the hospital.. I cant wait for it to end..

Sometimes i jus feel so hard to communicate with you.. How should i get things across to u?

It was unexpected to receive the msges.. The content of it set me thinking for awhile..

I jus feel rather tired.. Doesnt wan to be disturbed.. Jus wan some time to myself..

I wan to travel..